change.

so much has happened to me,
so many changes, to the movers and shakers.
good changes, bad changes.
but what will come will come.
and i welcome it with open arms.


to change!

lovely.

you are so
nice. calm. funny. smooth. handsome. 


you have such nice
eyes. ears. nose. mouth. jaw. hair. smile. 


oh and your
body. body. body. body. body. body


please be
mine.mine.mine.mine.mine?

differences

day&night

black&white

up&down

in&out

left&right

right&wrong

sphere&cube

sharp&blunt

smart&dumb

cold&hot

hot&so not....

they're all really the same aren't they?
so why are they different?

it's true i crave you.

around his little finger, that boy has got me curled

i try to reach out, but he's in his own world

this boy's got my head tied in knots with all his games

i simply want him more because he looks the other way

why can't you want me like the other boys do?

they stare at me while i stare at you

why can't i keep you safe as my own?

one moment i have you the next you are gone

rehearsed steps on an empty stage

that boy's got my heart in a silver cage,

why can't you want me like the other boys do?

they stare at me while i crave you

rainbow coloured water.

right now,

i'm living in a world with rainbow coloured water

welcome to the neighbourhood.

as i looked out the window yesterday, empty expression on my face,

and there he was, 20 steps as he passed.

the new boy in town just walked past my house.

today i rushed to the window to catch a glimpse at him once more.

black vans, white socks, golden legs denim shorts, grey wife beater, toasted brown hair and eyes like the sky. 

i hope i can see you soon neighbour...

dear prince charming.

a letter to my prince,

dear prince charming, 

i've been waiting, quite a while now...

i thought the fairytale went something like,

"the handsome prince rode day and night and finally when he got to the castle, he bestow upon her, true loves first kiss..."

well, the first kiss, i kinda beat you to that bit...

princes have come to my castle already... but none like you.

i know you are my true love.

i'm here waiting for you, my prince,

come soon, arrive soon on your horse and please tell me you are as eager as i am?

save me please?

yours always, forever and ever, 

your prisoner.